You may think you have no choice in life but the choice is always there, everyone has been given everything they would ever need,it is there always. To see it and to feel it, is what makes the difference, if you can not awaken to the NOW and realise that the "power" you have is in THIS moment, if you can not see that which is the truth, then you can not see the abundance of life. BUT it is simple, you only need to stop and listen and be still inside and the Truth is there inside you - always, you can totally, absolutely always trust that You have the TRUTH inside you. Every soul born into a human being has the access to the Truth, many will not find it before the body expires, but be not fearful for there is no Time, and love is forever with you and all will be revealed at some moment or another, and when you see the light you are HOME, yes my friend that's it! Easy it is and not hard, but until you "get it", understand it, not with your thoughts but with your feelings you shall remain in the darkness which can feel scary, but it is not, because it is the very same reality, only with a different perception. You see life and the whole through a fog of ideas and perceptions of how "it is" but that's just what your mind has made up, a little theater play -just for you! It's clever and can be funny, but it's actually not what IS, you do not have to invent or even think about it. IT is whole and always there, you only need to STOP-LISTEN-WATCH and FEEL and there you are, you have stepped into it, IT which is the whole, the all without time, without space and the only thing that really IS -because it isn't!
Let go my Dear and surrender to all the beauty of what never was and shall never be, give in, stop, it's OK, everything will be OK and is just fine, just believe it, surrender to the nothingness and you shall finally BE -even in this earthly existence.